Jan 27, 2006 00:55
i went over to jesse's today. i was a littler nervous about hanging out with him again. but i had a lot of fun. he made me lunch and we watched Crash... which is a pretty amazing movie, might i add. we got along really well. it made me miss how things were before when me and jesse and seth all hung out and things were so much less complicated.
those were fun times.
i feel like me and jesse could be friends now, but i think ill always be a little on guard with him. and just people in general actually. if nothing else... with everything thats happened the last couple of months, with matt, and then jesse and seth, i think that its toughening me up. im finally learning to deal with my actions and their consequences when it comes to how i treat people and allow people to treat me. thats a lesson that can only be learned the hard way.
i heart my friends.
just so ya know.
the end.