Sleepless nights...
Livejournal was so high school for me. but it feels good to come back to the familiar.
Sometimes i wonder if it will ever happen for me. you know falling in love. I keep waiting for the right person to come along and i know i haven't found him yet. why does it feel like it is just me? why do all the people that suck have someone to love them so much? Am i that unlovable? i don't know... I miss how things used to be. how people used to be. I have a void in my life and I don't know how to fill it. As unhappy as I seem i'm not.
I walk to class everyday by myself. not because I have to but because I want to. I feel stonger for it. I can be on my own and I don't need to have someone there to help me. i can do it. i'm a big girl.
its just that sometimes i just want someone to cuddle with.
no more druken making out for me. i can't do it and i won't do it. its almost on all my fingers now. we can't let it get to my toes.
i wish life would throw something unpredictable my way.
Sometimes i wonder if it will ever happen for me. you know falling in love. I keep waiting for the right person to come along and i know i haven't found him yet. why does it feel like it is just me? why do all the people that suck have someone to love them so much? Am i that unlovable? i don't know... I miss how things used to be. how people used to be. I have a void in my life and I don't know how to fill it. As unhappy as I seem i'm not.
I walk to class everyday by myself. not because I have to but because I want to. I feel stonger for it. I can be on my own and I don't need to have someone there to help me. i can do it. i'm a big girl.
its just that sometimes i just want someone to cuddle with.
no more druken making out for me. i can't do it and i won't do it. its almost on all my fingers now. we can't let it get to my toes.
i wish life would throw something unpredictable my way.