Sep 07, 2005 19:04
Life has been a blur latley. Nothing exciting has really happened. I am trying to get used to the weekends here. Last weekend I went to the lake house with Andrea and Joe. It was so much fun. I have started going to the Living Room every monday night and tonight is the first night of D-group. I just hope to meet some really cool people. So far, I haven't really met many new people. Classes are actually pretty good. I applied for the Social Work program at school and am waiting to hear whether or not I was accepted. I also applied for a job teaching preschoolers at the YMCA. My interview went really well so I am waiting for them to call me and let me know whether or not I got the job.
It's interesting to me how realtionships can change so much in such a short peroid of time. Or how a person can change so much in a short peroid of time.
I feel kind of blah today. Not a good mood or a bad mood just...there.
I was thinking last night about why people get so needy when they have done something with a guy/girl. I am sure it's because God intended it within marraige only and it's the consequences for our actions. We get needy then enevitably get hurt. If we just saved it for marraige (and I'm not just talking about sex) then no one would get hurt. It's just doesn't seem worth it. I think that you are trying to fill a void with the wrong thing. Confidence and that feeling of being "wanted" or cared about needs to come from God not some guy or girl. I'm done.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID! LOVE YOU!
David is coming tomorrow...yay.