Aug 14, 2005 22:36
Life has been pretty hectic the past few days. My bedroom looks like a tornado hit it. My stuff is strone out everywhere. I am very stressed. I am trying to figure out my financial stuff for next year. My parents seem to think I am superwoman. I need a job so I can pay for the retreat that I am going on in January. I am afraid I am gonna get stuck working at the mall or something. I'm scared I am gonna be working late hours when I have 8am classes the next day. And if I don't keep my GPA up this semester, I won't get accepted into my major. I need to start some of those classes by next semester and I can't get into them unless my major is declared. I talked to Jan today on the phone for like 2 hours. It was comforting. I was able to tell her everything that I didn't tell her last year. She knows me too well. She saw right through my act. But she had some encouraging words that made me feel a little better about things. Its just nice to know your not alone sometimes...that someone else has been through the same thing. I need to stop worrying about it now. I'll worry about that tomorrow.
I know what will make me feel better. The August issue of Vogue and some chocolate. love.