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So I went to 722 with my mom last night. It was so awesome. My mom is amazing. She was checking out all the guys and was like, "Court he is cute." The scary things is that she was right. Anyway, we had fun and the worship was amazing. You could really feel God moving. Lougie Giglio's message really hit me hard. It was about being a Christian but not bearing any fruit. It made me really think hard. I thought about the fruit that I DIDN'T bear last year. And I came to a conclusion. I am not sharing anymore. I mean like when I tell people I don't want to drink anymore then I changed my mind. Then I changed my mind again. Well, I am just gonna keep whatever decison I make to myself. That way the only person that I let down is myself. I think I want one thing then I start doubting my own strength. Thinking "There is no way I will be able to do this." But then I just keep getting reminded of how selfish I am being to not give 100% back. Anyway, I don't really know what is gonna happen next year, and for now, I am ok with that. I just know that it's between me and God. And I am REALLY ready to go back to school and find out.