ahhhhhhh
It was a disaster and I never want to go back.
Everything was ok except for the band part, and the drama, and the food, ok so it wasn't ok.
I can't say that I hated it because I love the people that were there. But I can say that it was the worst week of my summer.
To make everything worse, something changed last night. I don't know exactly what happened. I don't even have a general idea. It just added a bigger crisis to everything and I just cried. I still feel like I need to know what happened but I won't know for a couple of days so I'll be thinking about it alot. There goes my weekend.
Anyways.
Its good to be home. Oh my I missed Fairmont. And I missed my bed. You never realize how great something is until you don't have it. And after being away from Fairmont and being at band camp, my God I much rather be here.
I'm leaving again. Away from everyone this time. I might leave on Friday for the beach, I'll be back next Wednesday. My birthday is two Friday's from now so I'll be back for my birthday. If it matters. I can't wait to leave. I miss the beach, I haven't been there since November.
Then again, I'm not sure if me being away is a good idea.