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Ahh I don't really know what to say. I mean there is so much I could say right now, I could just chat on about things that are so beyond screwed up but there wouldn't be a purpose to that. I wish I could say what I wanted to say, I wish I felt brave enough to tell people what I mean. I wish I had the power to change things. I wish I knew if I am trying to hard or too little. I wish people would tell me when something is wrong and not leave me so clueless. All I do know is sometimes you gotta laugh through the tears and smile through the pain so that you can live through the sorrow. And I have been living by that for a long time. But maybe I've been wrong.