...a place that can never ever be replaced...
i have feelings that i...
have had before
didnt want
avoided
told people i had
told people i didnt have
told people i would never have
wanted
am affraid of
dont know what to do about
need
amd really really scared about
get angry about when i feel them
get stressed out about
feel anxiety because of
want to badly to act out
want to be known
hate
love
so yeah i cant sleep because of this little problem, i keep having dreams about it, i cant concentrate on things and i really dont know what to do. vacation is almost over and all i really want to do now is sit and watch scary movies why is my life so UCK? i feel like people are using me for things.. and that some people dont want to hang out with us anymore *sad face*. i did have a really good vacation tho on a better note, but i need something to happen more than ever now and i dont know how to make it happen or if it will but i think it would solve so many freaking problems its not even funny, like honestly i think the way we went about this is wrong and that this isnt the way its supose to be but i dont really make sense to anyone just writing this but i dont care, my journal, get over it. i dont know whether to act the same or what. rawr
kbye