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i was walking bad from heimbold just now, after getting down and dirty in the plaster room, listening to blink 182 and alanis morissette on my ipod and realized, that for the first time since i came to sarah lawrence last august, i feel like a sarah lawrence student. i have always felt like i didnt belong here, and i never knew why, i dont know if i do now even, but today i realized that i do belong here. im doing theatre, something i love, my classes are interesting, i am having fun learning, and i am taking a sculpture class. something i have never done before, but that i feel really at ease doing. it is really fun. i am in 2 musicals this semester, and i have already been in 1 show. i have amazing friends who care about me, and me about them, i have a hall full of girls that look up to me and feel close enough to me to ask me advice, and i am settling into a routine. despite the yuckiness that has been happening outside for the past week or so, i am feeling really good.