Sep 05, 2005 00:24
I find myself falling into familiar patterns, which i dont want to do. when i go somewhere new i tend to get a little boy crazy. im trying not to do that, but i find myself looking for something. hopefully things wont turn out like they did last year. no, i know they wont. i was still trying to find my place at this time last year, but now i have wonderful friends who care about me. i still just dont know what i am looking for that i havent found. a boy, obviously. but why do i need one? i dont really. i pride myself on being independent. all the freshmen are hooking up. i remember when i hooked up with everyone in sight the first couple weeks of freshmen year....now im like...wow, those sluts. i suppose i am a slut turned good?
ive been hanging out with nevan and darla a lot. i really love them. as well as all my other friends. but i feel like me and nevan and darla have gotten really close, and i like it alot.
classes start tomorrow. my schedule is kindve crazy, but not too bad. im taking a crazy european history lecture that has an insane amount of reading, but is going to be soooo interesting. then im taking a sculpture class, stage combat, breathing coordination for the performer, directing workshop, and acting conference. not too shabby.
we have an RA meeting at 8 tomorrow morning, then i have stage combat at 9....so i should sleep probly.