Sep 10, 2005 01:13
i think - I just want to leave this place.
i find - I really don't want to go into the military.
i want - to get paid so I don't have to worry about a medical bill anymore.
i have - a fake raven on my monitor.
i wish - I had not decided to take my brother's offer of space/pay for watching his brats.
i hate - my brother's issue with paying me.
i miss - my home.
i feel - wasted, neglected, abused, and forlorn.
i hear - my computer making noise.
i smell - nothing.
i crave - some Dr Pepper.
i search - for a way out.
i wonder - when I'll actually be happy.
i regret - making the decisions I did in high school.
i love - dancing.
i ache - because I ate too much.
i long - for freedom.
i care - too much about what will happen to my family without me.
i always - let too much slide.
i am not - expendable.
i believe - that we're all just dancing our dance and no one really cares after all.
i dance - gracefully and with my own eclectic style.
i sing - horribly, and often.
i cry - far too seldom.
i do not always - say things I need to speak.
i succeed - in putting myself in horrible places.
i fail - at expressing myself through the spoken word.
i fight - practically nothing.
i write - lame poetry in a notebook.
i win - at nothing
i lose - in everything
i never - want children
i confuse - damn near everyone at some time or another.
i listen - when I want to.
i can usually be found - in my basement, or in water.
i am - too nice for my own good.
i am scared - of being alone
i am happy about - the man of my life.
i hope - that I grow a spine and tell the people fucking me over to fuck off.
i expect - people to stop taking advantage of me.
i need - to stop letting people take advantage of me.
i should - get some water and go to bed.
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