I just dont know what to think.....

Apr 25, 2005 14:21

I know its been awhile since I updated this thing but I've had some drama going on for the past weeks I didnt want to write down and be reminded about it. But last night took a toll on me. I found out my friend has been lieing to me abew out alot of things. She stayed with me while I was in texas for the 2month period and came back to Korea the same time I did. She was a very close friend of mine, but I knew something was up with her when she was causing drama between Vicky and I. I knew the minute she even opened her mouth, something wasnt right, but I didnt say anything, I wanted to trust her words. So far its been two months since I've been back here. I only hung out with this girl a couple of times since we've been back. The last time I hung out with her we met these guys at a night club in which she hooked up with one of them. Later she finds out she's pregnant and it wasnt from the guy from that night, but a couple weeks before. I had no clue about her life outside of the things she told me. I really didnt believe her about the pregnancy because she is such a dramatic person, but then again, I dont think thats something many people want to make up. I found out she told those guys we met that one night at the club, that it was the guy she hooked up with's, baby. I was furious she would lie and do such a thing to an innocent bystander. So I yelled at her for not only lieing to me for a couple of things but lieing to other people on top of that. I told her she hurt my feelings and I could never trust her again. Little did I know how depressed she was, she tried to kill herself last night. THAT IS NOT FUNNY! And I hate when people pull that stupid shit! My sister did it all my life and now my complusive lieing friend wanted to do it to. It made me even more furious she pulled such a dramtic act scaring the hell out of everyone. Killing yourself doesnt solve anything! I really want nothing to do with her now, but she realy tampered with my nerves last night. Ugh, I can't think straight today, all I want to do is go home and lay in my bed.
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