nighttime madness
Something about the night keeps me awake at night. I dont know what it is but its like speed for my brain. Im thinking of 20 different things at once. School starting, me turning 18 and my job. Not only that but me thinking about moving to another state and leaving everything behind. I would love that. Dont get me wrong, id miss everyone here but I think I would do better in a new setting, place and with different people. Something is missing out of my life though. I do everything I always want. Stay out till whenever I want to. But something is missing. I dont know what just quite yet. Im not happy. I cant describe it but even if im smiling, theres still something going on that I dont understand. I wonder if its just me thats going through this? I dont know.