Mar 03, 2005 22:53
I'm confused about a lot of things...Why is the perfect girl sooooooooo hard to find. Maybe I'm looking at the wrong people. I crush quickly and many times hard. Girls throughout my whole dating existence have dumped, cheated, and backstabbed me. I've turned into someone I'm not... I've turned into "them" to try to protect myself from the pain. Now I'm the jackass....Well I don't want to be that guy anymore. I want to find an attractive girl with good morals who can hold me to my own. I know I should stop looking but the thought that I'll never find her leaves me feeling wasted. Why is it that someone can seem like there the other side of your soul yet romantically, they' fall short. It's not fair to you or them.... and that's all I have to say about that. Why is it that people "act" like your friend yet hang up on you, why do you treat me like trash? I don't deserve that, do I?