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How strange it is to come back to college for just two weeks in between Thanksgiving and Christmas break. Oh well, I'm still enjoying my time here even though I really want to get back home.I definetly need some time off since I can't get myself to do anything except play on the computer and hang with friends.
I've had some strange thoughts over the last few days and I've been introspective about a few of my relationships. I feel that over all, I've been a good friend, but that I also sometimes mistreat people without realizing it at the time. Sometimes I treat different situations like experiments. I put on a personality that I enjoy at that time in order to see how people react to it. I'm always myself, but with overemphasized traits. I don't like how self-centered I've become over the past few years, but I've far from lost hope for curing that aspect of myself. I know that I'm a good person, even during those times that I have to force myself to act like one.
It amazes me that I can feel extremely low and overwhelmingly happy within the span of a few hours. Thank-goodness for my generally happy nature that can always conquer my thought induced glums.
Yay for friends and truly learning stuff about yourself and the world at large.
I've had some strange thoughts over the last few days and I've been introspective about a few of my relationships. I feel that over all, I've been a good friend, but that I also sometimes mistreat people without realizing it at the time. Sometimes I treat different situations like experiments. I put on a personality that I enjoy at that time in order to see how people react to it. I'm always myself, but with overemphasized traits. I don't like how self-centered I've become over the past few years, but I've far from lost hope for curing that aspect of myself. I know that I'm a good person, even during those times that I have to force myself to act like one.
It amazes me that I can feel extremely low and overwhelmingly happy within the span of a few hours. Thank-goodness for my generally happy nature that can always conquer my thought induced glums.
Yay for friends and truly learning stuff about yourself and the world at large.