Jesus what part of the village people!?!?!
so this week has been pretty awesome. compared to last week anyways. i was so depressed, and all these horrible thoughts kept crowding my mind, but im all better now. thanks to the amazing lizzie2 and jessi. it was so awesome just being able to talk to them. even if it wasnt bout what was going on in my mind, im just glad that i didntlet myself withdraw from them. you know whats funny, i talked to lizzie2, and she said she felt like she was withdrawing from everyone too. so im glad everything is back to normal.
so i have this friend here at school and i love her to death, but i feel its a shallow friendship, just cause we say a few words to eachother in the hall, and i dont know. maybe i should go back outside with all my friends..maybe then things will change...