Apr 14, 2005 11:17
hey guys
so last nite was horrible. i cried so hard last nite at the revival. i wanted so badly to talk to mrs. melinda, but i just cant do that to her. im tired of dropping my problems off on other ppl. i need to be able to handle things on my own but i cant....gosh so tired of it all....just wana.. i just wana.. well i dont know what i really want.. i know i want my best friends back but at least i still have one of them which makes me feel ok. i just feel like one person i was really close has left me for someone else. i mean i absolutely love the person shes been hanging with i just wish that i could be a part of them but oh well