who is the only one here who knows the illegal ninja moves from the government
ok so im depressed and i sould prolly go to talk to someone about it instead of just venting to my friends, but ya know what, i dont feel like. no instead ill just vent here. ok first, i went throught another carmen thing, but its over and it would be a waste of my time to write it down here, but it still makes me upset that i cant get a guy (which is what it was about this time...a guy). then, on sunday, a really good friend of mine, tommy, tried to kill himself, i feel its my fault, cause he pretty much told me everything i needed to report but a place and time. so im dealing with guilt issues too. then my spanish teacher assigns a power point project for the class and lets them pick groups to do it in, but i wasnt there when she assigned it and neither was this other girl but she got to join a group that already had two ppl (the max amount of ppl per group) and im stuck doing it on my own and i dont even know how to use power point. and now i feel like a jerk cause i just told lizzie the ending to a book shes reading only cause i thought she already knew and i wanted to discuss it with her but, of course she didnt. my i shouldnt complain so much but cant help it. i need to get these feelings out or i will take them out in other ways, which i havent done since....wouldnt you like to know. but ya know. o btw that last entry was me expressing my feelings about my friend tommy who took half a bottle of aspirin cause he got into a fight with his mom. i knew i should have told someone. why didnt i tell someone. what kind of friend lets their friends commit suicide or even lets them attempt it. wow i feel really low today. maybe i should just......