it's all coming to an end....

[dramagrl1]

::tear::

omg do i feel old!!!
so my last day of high school classes is tommarrow. And Save the Last Dance dance prgram is ending saturday. Cub scouts had their awards ceremony last saturday. Boy scouts ceremony is wednesday. Everything is officially ending.

and that sucks.

a lot.

these things have been such a big part of my life the past four years.....actually fuck that, they have been my life....bxscience is my second home, i helped form the dance program, and i have been a part of scouts since forever. However it is inevitable that i leave these things come september to embark on a future of my very own. I know i can come baq and visit though and that makes me happy. but still, i am sorta depressed-with right tho.....i have had a wonderful 4 years.

::tear::

in some ways, however i feel young

i have soo much to look forward to and i am....college and boston and everything that comes with more independance and legality

i just need to appreciate the past first

::tear::

i need a hug

i hope i get lots tommarrow