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Where is this jealousy coming from? I hate it!! The problem is that she's so nice and sweet and doesn't mean to make me feel inferior and stupid and ugly, but she does! She's always perky and happy and always looking wonderful and she's the best at everything! You think I'm kidding, but just meet her and you'll see! She's better than me at everything. You know those times when you think you're doing well and then you see them and feel so stupid? I'll get a 98 and she gets a 100, I'll get a part and she gets a bigger one. I hate this feeling! Why am I so shallow? I hate this feeling!!!! I just want to make it stop!! I really do like her! I shouldn't be jealous!!