Tears
Every time I think I'm ok I start crying again. I dropped Nick off at Western yesterday morning and now all I can think about is how much I miss him. I'll be fine for a good hour and then I'll think about something cute we did and the water works will start up again. I miss him so much!! He has been so much of my life the past 5 months and I can't see him every day. I know that 2 hours really isn't that long of a way away but I spent every day with him and it's just different.
I talked to him today for a little bit.... I donno I just feel like I am bugging him when I call him. He has so much new stuff to experience and take in and I feel like I am just annoying him when I call. He'll make so many new friends and junk and I'm just afraid he'll forget about me.
I know our relationship can make it though college and I know how much he loves me and vice versa but there is still that little voice in the back of my mind that worries me.
This is Emily Signing off.
I talked to him today for a little bit.... I donno I just feel like I am bugging him when I call him. He has so much new stuff to experience and take in and I feel like I am just annoying him when I call. He'll make so many new friends and junk and I'm just afraid he'll forget about me.
I know our relationship can make it though college and I know how much he loves me and vice versa but there is still that little voice in the back of my mind that worries me.
This is Emily Signing off.