Hello long time no see
I finaally feel better! It's been a while since I could even function and I finally feel better. but now it sux because no one believes me when i say that i feel better, and i feel that the damage ive caused is unfixable. when i felt bad i didnt have a problem having friends that didnt care about anything, and had no hopes and dreams, but now that i can see my hopes and dreams again i find those friends annoying and as a type of downer, so i decided i needed to associate with the AP kids (pardon the term). We had the caucus tonight and I felt so disconnected from everyone. I felt no one wanted to talk to me or even look at me. I'm afraid that I have been labled because I went through an insanely difficult time, and that scares me. What the hell was I thinking? I thought I could just return to the way it was. I guess not