starting the new me
OK, so I lost 50lbs. a while ago and I have started to realize that I am gaining some of it back so I told josh I was gonna start a new diet, he doesn't think I need to but I know if I don't then I'll end up getting fat again and I don't want to be fat again. So even though he doesn't think i need to he's still gonna help me because he supports me in anything I do if it'll help me. In return he wants to quit smoking so I'm gonna help him quit. We're both doing something for eachother to help our health and in this process we can still have fun, i know I will.
My dad and josh talked yesterday and josh told him about hisself and his plans for the near future and gave my dad a little insight about whats going on s my dad doesn't get worried so much anymore. Everything is fine now, my parents have even talked to marie about hr behavior lately and now my biggest priority is saving up money for an apartment. I'm not getting one with marie because I'm not gonna want to live in a small place with 2 babys.
I'm gonna try to find a roommate, but if I can't by the time I wanna move out then I'll find a cheap place to move and maybe find someone afterwards. Once I'm outa this house I can do whatever the hell I want, but nothing too illegal and I can be home at whatever time I want and I could even stay the night with josh as many times as i want, :-P
O and I can spend more time with Billy because he's practically nocturnal and jackie likes to sleep at night and billy likes to have fun with friends, woot woot!
~allie~