THANK YOU...AND...IM SRY!!!
im sory yo all those ive hurt,upset,confused adn lied to.you dont deserve it .you have been great people and great friendsd to me.They say that high school is suppposed to be the besst years of your life,right now its the most stressful time of my life.It seems to me that everyone i know knows who they are and knows they wont change for anyone...i have no idea who i am i havent for a whle,i keep changing to try and find out who i am but it dosent seem to work.the only time i even feel remotly like myself is when im sad,scared,and alone in my room, or when im nervouse flirting with 1 of 2 guys whos only flaws are being to judgemental(thats what makes me nervous...they meyy judge me)the only problem is is the two guys are brothers,and the last thing i want to do is get between them,so im not going to.
TO those two guys(you know who you are):im sorry! you two are two of the greatest adn important people in my life right now i dont want to do anything to jeperdize that.Somrtimes i dont think before i speak and i and i kinda get carried away with telling people how i feel about them(like i probly am now)and im sorry for that.i hope you can fofrgive me and exept me for who i am i would be great full.
TO the person most like a sister to me:im sorry fro confusing you with the many sides of me.i am also sorry for dumping all my sorrows and stress on you,but you are the only one i can talk to.i am also very sorry for getting you in trouble when im not supposed to be there/calling but i am.i want to thank you for being there for me and listening when you dont have to.your as close to me as a sister would be(if i had one)thank you for not leaving.
TO the lady who calls me "lady": you may not know this about me but i am nervous around you also.I am afraid that if you get to know me you wont like me so i shut myself off from you pershaly.im sorry for that because over the past year i have come to know you,im starting to trust you and im sorry for not trusting you before because ive laerned that your not the kind of person to stab someone in the back.
Its verry hard to find friends like you four.People whoh are trustworthy,honest and would stand besides me though anything.THANK YOU!!!you are 4 out of 5 people who i truly care about and hwo trulyl care about me(i hope).you are the best friends anyone could ever ask for. ♥
i love you all!!!
TO those two guys(you know who you are):im sorry! you two are two of the greatest adn important people in my life right now i dont want to do anything to jeperdize that.Somrtimes i dont think before i speak and i and i kinda get carried away with telling people how i feel about them(like i probly am now)and im sorry for that.i hope you can fofrgive me and exept me for who i am i would be great full.
TO the person most like a sister to me:im sorry fro confusing you with the many sides of me.i am also sorry for dumping all my sorrows and stress on you,but you are the only one i can talk to.i am also very sorry for getting you in trouble when im not supposed to be there/calling but i am.i want to thank you for being there for me and listening when you dont have to.your as close to me as a sister would be(if i had one)thank you for not leaving.
TO the lady who calls me "lady": you may not know this about me but i am nervous around you also.I am afraid that if you get to know me you wont like me so i shut myself off from you pershaly.im sorry for that because over the past year i have come to know you,im starting to trust you and im sorry for not trusting you before because ive laerned that your not the kind of person to stab someone in the back.
Its verry hard to find friends like you four.People whoh are trustworthy,honest and would stand besides me though anything.THANK YOU!!!you are 4 out of 5 people who i truly care about and hwo trulyl care about me(i hope).you are the best friends anyone could ever ask for. ♥
i love you all!!!