Library Whore
So this is like my third entry from the library in about a week. I have become addicted to this place, and I actually do enjoy it. I am looking out the large glass windows they have out to the beautiful scenery. I am amazed how beautiful it actually is. There is a small breeze blowing the water and it is amazing. After I am done typing I may go walking around it.
Last night was awesome. For a variety of reasons. First, I went and picked Matt up from school. What a hottie he is. Then we went shopping...after a few little detours. We go to Scottsdale Fashion Square, and I swear the people who shop there are way too cool for anyone else. We go to PacSun and I get a cool little outfit...and yes, it is a skater type of outfit, but I did like it. Matt also bought what he is going to be wearing to Pride. Boardshorts. That is all...talk about erection waiting to happen. Haha...ok, that was bad. But he will look rather hot in that...note to self, get a camera. We went into Nordstroms and the guys there kept checking Matt out, and needless to say, he enjoyed every minute of it. I then took him to some class he had to go to for his court assignment.
I then headed to my side of town and thought about giving Melissa a ring and see if she wanted to have dinner with me. it took about 35 minutes to finally get a hold of her. Between her cell phone on silent and someone on the bloody house phone for about 35 minutes it took forever to get a hold of her. I eventually did and we went to Panda Express. We talked about all kinds of things and it was extremely nice. I see why I do like her so much...she is like Brian and Erin so much and because i am easily able to get along with them and I really enjoy their company it is easy for me to like melissa. I am glad I am able to spend time like that with such an amazing and beautiful woman. She just wants to marry Brian so that she can spend the rest of her life with Erin...oh, what a dream.
I then went and picked matt up from his class. We went to his neighborhood and he tried to shove these ear rings through his ears. Gosh it made me hurt just watching him and listening to his cussing. That kid does have some serious anger management issues and has a lot going on in his life right now. He hugged me and kiss me on the cheek good night and that was that. We had lots of fun yestarday and I look forward to the times ahead where we will have more fun times together.
So I am going to Pride with him. That should be interesting...me surrounded by thousands of gay men. I should take a gun with me. I told Matt I was only going for him, and that I would probably end up making fun of all the stupid gay men. I am really starting to dread this. Luckily there is a compromise in this...he is having to come to passover where he will have to be on his best behavior and be surrounded by my family. We will be equal then, muhahahahahahaha.
I am going to the movies with Michelle and her friend this afternoon, at 4:30 no less. Going to go see the Johnny Depp movie...we will see if it will be any good. Then tonight I am going to the Adult Swim thing with Michelle. I am really looking forward to that. I love adult swim, haha!
I was thinking about calling Matt and Lee and seeing what they were doing this weekend, but I have to look for a job this weekend. The bank called me today (actually about 15 minutes ago) and they scheduled a interview with me on Tuesday. That is awesome, it is the place where I really want to work.
I have been lieing to mom about me not working. The only thing I have not been able to tell her...well needless to say she realized it today and there was some major hell to pay. I feel awful so much and yet no matter what I say she will never trust me on that. I hope someday...anyday she will once again trust me completely.
I need help quitting smoking. I am finding it more difficult than I realized it would be. I thought it could be something simple for me to do, but it is not. I have no idea what to do.
I cleaned my room today...nothing like a clean room. I have created this nightsatnd/table that I use to put my picture frames on. I need more picture frames. I have so many friggn' pictres.
I am outtie. I have to go get gas and then head to the movie theatre. Mom, if you are reading this I am sorry for what I did to you...I had no intentions on quitting this job, and thought it would be everything I wanted it to be. I had to hide it because I knew of the reaction that would entail. In now way did for I mean for it to break your trust in me, but it obvious facts that is exactly what it did.
Last night was awesome. For a variety of reasons. First, I went and picked Matt up from school. What a hottie he is. Then we went shopping...after a few little detours. We go to Scottsdale Fashion Square, and I swear the people who shop there are way too cool for anyone else. We go to PacSun and I get a cool little outfit...and yes, it is a skater type of outfit, but I did like it. Matt also bought what he is going to be wearing to Pride. Boardshorts. That is all...talk about erection waiting to happen. Haha...ok, that was bad. But he will look rather hot in that...note to self, get a camera. We went into Nordstroms and the guys there kept checking Matt out, and needless to say, he enjoyed every minute of it. I then took him to some class he had to go to for his court assignment.
I then headed to my side of town and thought about giving Melissa a ring and see if she wanted to have dinner with me. it took about 35 minutes to finally get a hold of her. Between her cell phone on silent and someone on the bloody house phone for about 35 minutes it took forever to get a hold of her. I eventually did and we went to Panda Express. We talked about all kinds of things and it was extremely nice. I see why I do like her so much...she is like Brian and Erin so much and because i am easily able to get along with them and I really enjoy their company it is easy for me to like melissa. I am glad I am able to spend time like that with such an amazing and beautiful woman. She just wants to marry Brian so that she can spend the rest of her life with Erin...oh, what a dream.
I then went and picked matt up from his class. We went to his neighborhood and he tried to shove these ear rings through his ears. Gosh it made me hurt just watching him and listening to his cussing. That kid does have some serious anger management issues and has a lot going on in his life right now. He hugged me and kiss me on the cheek good night and that was that. We had lots of fun yestarday and I look forward to the times ahead where we will have more fun times together.
So I am going to Pride with him. That should be interesting...me surrounded by thousands of gay men. I should take a gun with me. I told Matt I was only going for him, and that I would probably end up making fun of all the stupid gay men. I am really starting to dread this. Luckily there is a compromise in this...he is having to come to passover where he will have to be on his best behavior and be surrounded by my family. We will be equal then, muhahahahahahaha.
I am going to the movies with Michelle and her friend this afternoon, at 4:30 no less. Going to go see the Johnny Depp movie...we will see if it will be any good. Then tonight I am going to the Adult Swim thing with Michelle. I am really looking forward to that. I love adult swim, haha!
I was thinking about calling Matt and Lee and seeing what they were doing this weekend, but I have to look for a job this weekend. The bank called me today (actually about 15 minutes ago) and they scheduled a interview with me on Tuesday. That is awesome, it is the place where I really want to work.
I have been lieing to mom about me not working. The only thing I have not been able to tell her...well needless to say she realized it today and there was some major hell to pay. I feel awful so much and yet no matter what I say she will never trust me on that. I hope someday...anyday she will once again trust me completely.
I need help quitting smoking. I am finding it more difficult than I realized it would be. I thought it could be something simple for me to do, but it is not. I have no idea what to do.
I cleaned my room today...nothing like a clean room. I have created this nightsatnd/table that I use to put my picture frames on. I need more picture frames. I have so many friggn' pictres.
I am outtie. I have to go get gas and then head to the movie theatre. Mom, if you are reading this I am sorry for what I did to you...I had no intentions on quitting this job, and thought it would be everything I wanted it to be. I had to hide it because I knew of the reaction that would entail. In now way did for I mean for it to break your trust in me, but it obvious facts that is exactly what it did.