attempt number twenty-nine ♻ (voice)

[autophoenix]

A lot of teenagers act like they're invincible. Nobody actually wants it to be that way. Most people wake up every day knowing somewhere in the back of their minds that it'll be over someday, that there's a light at the end of the tunnel where things won't be as complicated. Where it won't hurt. Where they can finally just rest.

I don't get that. I just get to go on living, with every choice I've made, with every nightmare haunting me, with all the lies and the secrets building up and suffocating me, because I'm different from everyone else.

I can never die.