[anon | feel free to call her out XD | Ten bucks to the first person who tells her she has TB]
The previous virus seems to have stirred something in me... certain feelings that I cannot shake for the person I love. Though it is embarrassing to think about now, I cannot forget the way I thought of him during the virus.
... And I am afraid it is changing the way I act around him...
Is... is this natural, community? Before it was easy enough for me to just think of him as him, and nothing else matters--not that anything else matters now, I do love him, dearly.... but... I get a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach when I see him. It makes me very nervous. Am I ill? Has something terrible happened to me?
... And I am afraid it is changing the way I act around him...
Is... is this natural, community? Before it was easy enough for me to just think of him as him, and nothing else matters--not that anything else matters now, I do love him, dearly.... but... I get a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach when I see him. It makes me very nervous. Am I ill? Has something terrible happened to me?