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Dream on

Feb 06, 2010 16:18

Right, so I was talking to somebody the other day, and I think I figured out what my problem is. I don't have any dreams right now. I passed on my last dream to a friend when I thought I was dying, and it's his, now.

I mean, I'm still gonna be a hero, no doubt about that. But I don't have anything I'm doing right now to try to achieve that. Angeal ( Read more... )

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[Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 00:21:52 UTC

You are a hero, Zack.

Maybe there's something you can do to make yourself feel that way more. Have you talked to Reeve at all?

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 00:40:58 UTC

Uh... shit, not since the whole shadow thing. I should apologize to him, at least.

I don't wanna do anything that might seem like me trying to worm my way into the place that's Cloud's now, though. He always was so damned insecure about that sort of thing.

Re: [Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 00:45:48 UTC

Cloud has his place, and you have yours. There's room for both of you on Gaia, Zack.

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 00:59:03 UTC

Right, but my point is anything Reeve might need a former SOLDIER for, he's already got Cloud and knows him better. Anyway, it'd be makework, just like the rebuilding I've been doing here.

[Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 01:00:54 UTC

I'm not sure if you're saying that the WRO only has enough work for one skilled SOLDIER, or if you're saying that the work you could do wouldn't be worth your time.

Either way, it's moronic.

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 01:31:03 UTC

Tseng... you don't get it.

Look, if you suddenly weren't a Turk anymore, and didn't have Rufus and the others, would you really be satisfied doing something anybody else could be doing? Just filling a spot as a warm body? It's not that the work isn't worth my time, or I wouldn't be doing it now.

I need a dream, not work.

Re: [Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 01:41:57 UTC

Maybe I don't get it. What bigger dream could any of us have right now than rebuilding the planet?

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 02:10:49 UTC

I dunno. Maybe it's because I wasn't here when it was destroyed. Maybe because that's a shared dream.

But you're avoiding the main question. What's your dream?

[Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 02:14:13 UTC

Getting through the next few months.

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 04:54:35 UTC

Why, something coming up? Anything I can do to help?

[Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 05:02:27 UTC

I don't...think there's anything you can do.

This article was in today's paper, and it was also leaked to the community. I guess you didn't see it.

[Locked] ddd_zack February 7 2010, 18:18:25 UTC

Oh, WHAT? Are you fucking kidding me?

Ifrit's fucking horns... I have plenty of issues with the ShinRa administration as it was during those periods, but they can't fucking hold one man on the board responsible for everything the company ever did, including during periods when he wasn't even on the board!

Damn it... would it hurt or help to have me as a witness? I mean, the prosecution would probably have a field day with everything I'd have to tell them about what happened, but at least I could testify that Rufus wasn't involved with or behind anything I saw!

[Locked] company_bitch February 7 2010, 18:27:57 UTC

You'd be willing to do that?

I don't know if it'll hurt or help, but I'll speak to our lawyers. Thank you, Zack. Maybe...it's time for the whole story to be told, anyway.

[Locked] ddd_zack February 8 2010, 17:07:21 UTC

Hell yeah, I'd do that. Like I said. As much as I hated ShinRa as it was then, that's not ShinRa as it was now. Rufus is doing a lot of good, and they're gonna cripple him. They're shooting themselves in the foot for the sake of smug satisfaction, and it's not even justice at all!

[Locked] company_bitch February 8 2010, 17:24:18 UTC

Thank you, Zack. I mean that.

I apologize for being in such a bad mood today.

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