Someone explain it to me?

Jun 23, 2009 21:26

Is it really possible to be so smart that you become so bored with life you'd throw yourself off a building just for something to do?

I can't understand why anyone would kill themselves. I fought so hard to live I became a zombie. I didn't have anything particularly special to live for; just life itself is worth it. But this... it's just boredom! Go find a new hobby, take up a new sport! Something! Don't fucking kill yourself!

He said that it was having me as a friend that kept him interested enough in life to keep going, because I loved it so much and was always finding fun things to do. Does that mean it's my fault he killed himself? Damn it, he's the one that went off to that fancy fucking smart-kid high school and left me behind.

He was my best friend. I just... need to understand how someone could do that for such a stupid reason. Can any of you explain it to me? Please?

chika akatsuki

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