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So I've stopped talking to Justin.
Completely.
.....
And to be honest, I'm ok with it.
I'm ok because I know I needed to cut all ties with him in order to move on 100%.
I don't wonder anymore about getting back together.
I don't wish anymore about getting back together.
And most of all
I don't,
yes people,
I don't want to get back with him.
I never thought I could be this strong of an individual.
Love is a crazy thing that creates whole new people in the end.
Sometimes it makes you worse than when you started out...
but then sometimes it makes you stronger.
And the second one describes me. And I'm happy for that.
I've loved.
I've lost.
And I would do it all again. I have no regrets.
Only the way that it has ended now.
But it's something I'm going to have to deal with,
get over,
and move on.
He was a nice relationship.
But judging from the past couple of days,
I know now he is not the one for me.
He has showed that to me unfortunately.
But I can't help but think how I always wished he was.
Y'know,
the one I was suppose to be with.
Because god help me,
I wanted it so bad.
But now look where I am.
I'm single.
Smart.
Sexy.
And Goal Oriented.
And I'm dating a terrific guy that appreciates all I have to give.
I'm moving on to better things.
Without looking back or falling back into missing Justin.
This is a good sign.
This is the beginning of only the best to come.
I know you're still reading this Justin.
I know because I know
you.
And now that I have your attention,
I love you.
But this is how you made it.
I would have at least wanted to have you in my life,
but with this current situation,
I'm finally seeing that it's just not possible.
I don't want to hope anymore.
I dont want to wish anymore.
This is it.
I'm going to miss the thought of having you so much,
but it kills me when I know we will never happen.
This is it.
This is it.
Goodbye, and good luck.
I love you.
I Wish Lyrics
Artist: Jo Dee Messina
It's not easy saying this to you
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But boy before you go
I want you to Know
I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find just what
You're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me
I wish things were different you know that
But I'm still happy for the times we had
You mean the world to me
Baby Please Believe
Losing you is tearing me apart
But a part of me will be with you
No matter where you are
Good bye.
Completely.
.....
And to be honest, I'm ok with it.
I'm ok because I know I needed to cut all ties with him in order to move on 100%.
I don't wonder anymore about getting back together.
I don't wish anymore about getting back together.
And most of all
I don't,
yes people,
I don't want to get back with him.
I never thought I could be this strong of an individual.
Love is a crazy thing that creates whole new people in the end.
Sometimes it makes you worse than when you started out...
but then sometimes it makes you stronger.
And the second one describes me. And I'm happy for that.
I've loved.
I've lost.
And I would do it all again. I have no regrets.
Only the way that it has ended now.
But it's something I'm going to have to deal with,
get over,
and move on.
He was a nice relationship.
But judging from the past couple of days,
I know now he is not the one for me.
He has showed that to me unfortunately.
But I can't help but think how I always wished he was.
Y'know,
the one I was suppose to be with.
Because god help me,
I wanted it so bad.
But now look where I am.
I'm single.
Smart.
Sexy.
And Goal Oriented.
And I'm dating a terrific guy that appreciates all I have to give.
I'm moving on to better things.
Without looking back or falling back into missing Justin.
This is a good sign.
This is the beginning of only the best to come.
I know you're still reading this Justin.
I know because I know
you.
And now that I have your attention,
I love you.
But this is how you made it.
I would have at least wanted to have you in my life,
but with this current situation,
I'm finally seeing that it's just not possible.
I don't want to hope anymore.
I dont want to wish anymore.
This is it.
I'm going to miss the thought of having you so much,
but it kills me when I know we will never happen.
This is it.
This is it.
Goodbye, and good luck.
I love you.
I Wish Lyrics
Artist: Jo Dee Messina
It's not easy saying this to you
It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But boy before you go
I want you to Know
I wish you strength
When times are hard
Oh I wish with all my heart you find just what
You're looking for
I wish you joy
I wish you peace
And that every star you see's within your reach
And I wish you still loved me
I wish things were different you know that
But I'm still happy for the times we had
You mean the world to me
Baby Please Believe
Losing you is tearing me apart
But a part of me will be with you
No matter where you are
Good bye.