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[dramaclub_queen]

I'm a horrible person. Why did I have to kiss Zeke when i'm not interested in him as anything other than a friend? Maybe it was the moment, maybe it was the baking. I really don't know. And i'm so scared that this is going to ruin things with me and Troy. And with Zeke and Taylor. I'm not Taylor's biggest fan, but I really want Zeke to be happy.

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[acoustical_abby]

I'm sure you're not a completely horrible person.

[dramaclub_queen]

Only horrible people mess up other people's lives.

[acoustical_abby]

How have you messed up someone else's life?

[dramaclub_queen]

I've basically ruined Zeke and Taylor's realtionship.

[acoustical_abby]

Right. And how have you done this? Single-handedly?

[dramaclub_queen]

I guess Zeke helped a little bit. But if mine and Troy's relationship is ruined, i've basically done that myself. I haven't told him yet. Everytime I call him or he calls me I avoid the subject.

[acoustical_abby]

Well tell him! The longer you put it off, the harder it'll be, and the more chance you have of him yelling at you. Plus, you're not officially going out anyway...so whatever you've done can be justified. Hello, Rachel forgave Ross when he slept with someone else when they were on "a break". Troy should be able to forgive you.

[dramaclub_queen]

I know we're not official, but it might make him think that if we did become official and he had to go out of town I would run around kissing my ex.

[acoustical_abby]

I'm sure he wouldn't think that, Sharpay.

[dramaclub_queen]

I really hope he doesn't. I really like him, and for some reason I can't shake the feeling that he will be really upset with me.

[acoustical_abby]

Sharpay, first you believe he hates you, and now you think he will hate you? He obviously likes you - just tell him. And if he doesn't appreciate that kissing Zeke wasn't intentional, then he's more stupid than I thought he was.

[dramaclub_queen]

Fine. I'll tell him when he gets back. I don't want to tell him over the phone. I want to tell him in person.

[acoustical_abby]

*nods* Good. *smiles at her*

[dramaclub_queen]

That still doesn't fix the Taylor/Zeke problem, though.

[acoustical_abby]

Maybe not, but we can tackle one problem at a time.

[dramaclub_queen]

That would be good.