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[dramaclub_queen]

The most amazing thing happened today. Troy called me. He said he was really sorry for not calling sooner. His parents just got divorced. I was so shocked. I had no idea. He said he was helping his mom move and would probably be staying with her until she gets used to the whole situation. Then he would be back. *smiles* I can't wait for him to be

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[cremebrule_zeke]

*decides to email instead of call, calling would be too awkward*

Hey Sharpay,

Saw your post and I agree. I think I need some time to figure things out with Taylor and I don't want anything to mess things up with her because even though I am still upset with her, I still have feelings with her. So if you could just sort of keep what happened, you know just between us? I don't want her finding out and getting the wrong idea.

Thanks,
Z

[dramaclub_queen]

*e-mails him back*

I really hope you work things out with Taylor. But, I really don't want to keep this a secret from Troy. I don't want to lie to him. He deserves to know what I did. I'll make sure he doesn't tell anyone. I know me and him aren't official yet, but I just feel like he should know.

♥,
Sharpay

[cremebrule_zeke]

*replies to the email*

If you feel that's what is best, then by all means do what you want. But if Taylor is going to find out, I want it to be when the time is right and when I feel comfortable to tell her myself. So it'd be good if Troy were able to keep it on the DL

Z

[dramaclub_queen]

*decides that it would be best if she called him, so she calls him*

[cremebrule_zeke]

*checks the caller id and thinks about ignoring it, but decides otherwise* Don't even bother Sharpay. I just got a really nice message from one pissed-off bookworm...

[dramaclub_queen]

*starts to get pissed at him* I didn't mean to tell her, Zeke. She said that you didn't give two shits about me, and I know that's not true. We're friends, and I wasn't going to stand there and let her insult our friendship.

[cremebrule_zeke]

Sharpay don't even start getting mad at me. I admit it was a mistake, and neither one of us is mor to blame than the other. But I thought we agreed to not tell anyone. You were the one who said "hey lets forget that ever happened" Which by the way, was very flattering. Just explain to me how on earth you could've possibly let it slip, to Taylor of all people.

[dramaclub_queen]

Very flattering? If you're going to insult me like that then you do belong with Taylor. I wasn't going to say anything, but she wouldn't let it go. *is getting even more pissed* Calling you was a mistake.

[cremebrule_zeke]

I wasn't trying to insult you, I was just pointing out that you could've been a bit less blunt about it Sharpay. I mean that hurt you know, just seeing that you wanted to cast me off as some mistake you made. That hurt. *realizes he's said a bit too much*

I'm sorry Taylor insulted you. She's always been threatened by our friendship and she's going through...a lot to say the least. At home and then our fight and now this...I can't even imagine what she's going through. If only she'd talk to me, I just want to help her, be there for her. *again realizes he's said to much and lets his thoughts wander to what Tay is thinking and going through not realizing he abrubtly stopped talking. snaps back to reality*

I'm sorry Sharpay...I. I don't know what to say *feels guilty for making Sharpay & Taylor upset, still feels a little angry at Sharpay & even still a little at Taylor. He's feeling a bit of everything to say the least.*

[dramaclub_queen]

*gets silent for a few minutes* I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just really don't want that kiss to ruin our friendship. I love being friends with you. I love knowing that I will always have a shoulder to cry on. And I know you like knowing i'll always be there for you.

I told her it was all my fault. I told her I leaned in and then pulled away before you even had time to react. I told her not to be mad at you, and to hate me. I really tried to fix it.

I just don't want to hate each other.

[cremebrule_zeke]

I don't want to lose our friendship either Sharpay. You know we're a rarity by most standards. Usually when two people break up, they hate each other and refuse to see or speak to one another ever again. But we've defied that, overcome it. And I like that. That we can still be friends and know that it won't be awkward because we've both gotten over those feelings we once felt. So I don't want to hate each other either. It's just I don't know what to do about Taylor. She's already made it very clear that she doesn't want to speak to me any time in the near future and I understand that. I mean yeah we were on a break or time out or whatever, but I'd sure as hell be pissed if she ran off and a couple days after we broke up kissed Chad. But without her, I have this weird feeling in my stomach constantly. This weird, hollow feeling that I can't seem to shake. It's like there is literally a piece of me missing, I sound like a madman, but it feels like a huge chunk of me is just gone. And I don't know how to get it back. *realizes the depth

[dramaclub_queen]

*looks down at the floor* I know exactly how you're feeling, Zeke. I'm going through the same thing right now. I just don't feel complete unless i'm with Troy, and he's not around much right now.

[cremebrule_zeke]

Yeah, but he's not refusing to speak with you. Just busy. I think Tay wants to forget about me completely. I've got to come up with a way to get her back.

[dramaclub_queen]

Is there any way I can help?

[cremebrule_zeke]

Nah, I gotta do this one on my own. Thanks anyway though

[dramaclub_queen]

Well, if there's anything I can do, let me know. I feel really bad about the whole thing.