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[dramachick02]

So I got a new job! As a clerical student assistant for the UCD Extension. Which means a)no more working weekends (ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!!!!), b)no more working on Christmas Eve, c)no more working past 5pm, d)no more fucking dumbshit retail customers, and e)no more being Alzada's bitch. THANK GOD. Considering last weekend all I wanted to do at work

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[californianyepa]

Thanks Rachel. Thanks a lot. I try to be a good roommate and *gasp* friend, but I guess all you consider that I am is a unselfish be-otch. I have given you EVERY car ride you have EVER asked for prior to this evening and I needed tonight to cook for the L building reunion. I have sympathized with the fact that you don't have a car and that you want to have a life that you can reach outside the limits of walking/biking. And I thought that you appreciated that I went out of my way to do this. But, apparently, you don't. And according to this journal, I haven't done anything kind for you EVER, which (and you have to admit this too) is FAR from the fact. Apparently, I am loud and annoying and I have mental problems. Once more, thanks a lot! I swear that I wasn't going to resort to writing in your journal any of the problems we are having, but you kinda drove me to the edge. My kindness is not guarenteed, it is a gift. Thanks for making me feel pretty bad Rach...obviously I wasted my kindness on you.

[californianyepa]

I didn't write the above entry to attack anyone...I wrote this to tell Rachel how I was feeling. And since the problems were posted in her LiveJournal, I felt that perhaps this was the best medium to discuss some of these problems. I (and I repeat this AGAIN) didn't want to write these in her journal, but it got to a point where it felt appropriate at the time. Although you are all entitled to your opinion and I don't know any of you, if you were in my position I'm sure that YOU wouldn't appreciate being attacked as you are doing to me now.

I have been there for Rachel when she needed a ride and needed someone to talk to and I tried to be a good friend. I guess if you wish to ATTACK my entry further, I just have one question for you: Where were you when she needed a ride? And for the immature Jerk who posted a rather EVIL comment on my LiveJournal, Why? If you want to be Rachel's supporter, desist from criticizing me further and give her a call, offer to take her to lunch or take her to a party. Be a friend and LEAVE ME ALONE!

[petunya]

Well, like I said already... her anger applies to me, too. I called to give her a ride, but she was at her play, so I went up without her. By the time I got ahold of her I couldn't come get her. So I tried getting somebody else at the party to drive, but everyone had had something to drink, and it wouldn't be safe.

Your entry wasn't the one that really upset me.

There is just one thing that maybe you guys don't understand about Rachel. I've known her since 4th grade, and she is just being bitter. She doesn't really mean all of this stuff. You have to take it with a grain of salt. When she said she was being passive aggressive and getting turned on by making you guys suffer... well that's just not true. She doesn't really enjoy it.

She is unbelievably stressed out, and people stressed out like that say things they don't mean, and do things they don't mean. I just went through a phase like that myself, and discovered how moody, stubborn, and unreasonable I could be.

[californianyepa]

I realize that Rachel is stressed out and that she is going through some difficult times, but it doesn't mean that I wasn't still hurt by her comments. I realize that she was just venting, but her words in combination with the ATMOSPHERE surrounding them (that you probably can't perceive from this journal entry) really hurt. Even trival words can sting

U are a fuck up and should just accept it

[anonymous]

I wonder do u know what it is really like to have to read the crap u write and try to sympathize. It seemz somebody did u a favor and all u do is retaliate w/ 1/2-ass comments and complaints. Grow the fuck up and then mayb ppl will actually care what happens in your tiny ass world.

Re: U are a fuck up and should just accept it

[anonymous]

Then why read it? You have a choice in your own actions too. Some of us do care, so take this opportunity to do a little maturing... How's your "tiny ass world" looking? Ten to one says no one gives a damn.

Re: U are a fuck up and should just accept it

[petunya]

If you are so upset about her posting this "behind your back", why don't you put your name on it? Seems like you're doing the same thing. If you want to demand other people "grow up" you should try to act like an adult yourself

WTF?????

[anonymous]

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS?! the first time that we can't give you a ride, you end up making it seem like we don't ever do you the FAVOR of giving you a ride. on top of things, NOT ONCE have you ever offered to pay for gas, which is, by the way what a friend does when constantly running back to the roomates for rides because its convenient. on top of things, you could have stated that you would EVENTUALLY contribute to the gas money, but you didnt. another thing that gets me, is the fact that you said that you enjoy making your roomates miserable, that seems very manipulative on your part. and finally, the worst part of all of this, is the fact that you post shit like this on live journal instead of to any of our faces...it is a yellow way of taking care or airing your problems--and i'm not just talking about this post, other posts in the past have had the same amount of complaining and hatred behind backs ect

[angiebabble]

Hey, I know. Let's all work out our dysfunctional relationships in public! Wee!

Rach. Call me.