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Sep 27, 2004 18:52

Ugh. I hate this. I do. I try to find things I enjoy here, and I have found a few...people in my English class, English class itself, watching CSI, having someone to talk to in Astronomy and American Politics, and the radio station. Besides those I am suffering. I've gotten over the crying bit, except when Joe went home on Sunday after staying over Saturday night. I am now more in a state of acceptance. Not happiness, but in a state of knowing that I can't change anything so I have to just accept my current situation. And please, no comments that it'll get better and so forth, I'm hoping it will but right now I'm not happy...

I miss Zelda. I miss being able to take her out for walks and attempt to teach her to sit and have her be housebroken. I miss the way that she lays her ears flat against her head when she's running for better aerodynamics. I hate feeling this sense that I am missing out on a crucial stage of her life, even though I know that Joe is doing a wonderful job with her, and not getting upset over her "accidents" in the house. Its hurting me to not see her.

Well, C.S.I. is on, so I will stop complaining and watch my show...
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