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Ouch.
That basically sums up how I've been feeling lately. My grandma recupperating from surgery, fighting with my aunt and mom. Then most pathetically pinning over a guy. I'm letting this "situation" with me and Tony become an obsession, and it's pissing of everybody. Especially Amanda, who scolded me, not that I didnt deserve it. I have to go to my friends annual holiday party, but I also have the opportunity to see Tony and possibly see his band play. I want to see him, I'm not going to deny that, but I can't miss the party. I've been a huge downer lately, I've been so preoccupied with all of the bad shit that has happened lately I just can't get myslef in a good mood. I know I'm bothering my friends with all of this crap, and how I keep repeating myself about it. But when will this shit end?! No one likes to be around depressing people, I understand that, but when your in a bad mood, ur in a bad mood, u have to just let it take its course. Anyway thats my rant
That basically sums up how I've been feeling lately. My grandma recupperating from surgery, fighting with my aunt and mom. Then most pathetically pinning over a guy. I'm letting this "situation" with me and Tony become an obsession, and it's pissing of everybody. Especially Amanda, who scolded me, not that I didnt deserve it. I have to go to my friends annual holiday party, but I also have the opportunity to see Tony and possibly see his band play. I want to see him, I'm not going to deny that, but I can't miss the party. I've been a huge downer lately, I've been so preoccupied with all of the bad shit that has happened lately I just can't get myslef in a good mood. I know I'm bothering my friends with all of this crap, and how I keep repeating myself about it. But when will this shit end?! No one likes to be around depressing people, I understand that, but when your in a bad mood, ur in a bad mood, u have to just let it take its course. Anyway thats my rant