rants and raves
ugh i can't wait till i'm a senior...
i HATE school
no wonder people drop out...
no wonder people get depressed...
no wonder half of the population is sleep deprived..
it's all cause of school...
GRRR
i'm going to copy tori's thing...and don't get offended by anything i say..
I hate...
when people feel like they need to be better than everyone
when all ppl do is complain to me....honestly, that's not the first thing i want to hear when you talk to me
when ppl OVER-EXAGERATE...EVERYTHING
when i am overwhelmed
when i regret things
when i know that the next time my mom gets upset she could have a stroke and it could be my fault
when i try so hard to fit in and i'm still invisible
when i put off things
that my phone has this mysterious annoying little black mark on the camera that won't come off
my room being messy
that my granny is going to be here for almost 3 weeks and i have to drive up to oklahoma city by myself to get her
that my dad is so controlling
wanting to lose weight
feeling tired all the time
that this world has become so superficial
when i feel used
when ppl do things for attention..everyone gets one day when its all about them...why do you need the rest of the year?
that break is SOO close but i know i have SOO much to do before it comes
that i could have gotten better grades in REGULAR pre cal and avoided feeling the way i am now with pre ap.
the idea that i have no idea what i want to do in the future
thinking about the future
looking at my toe nails cause they need a pedicure
ppl that seriously think about suicide...that is NOT the answer..there's ALWAYS something better
that my mom wrote a will yesterday...that scares me
that i'm constantly thinking of more stuff to put underneath the "i hate" column..
that there are more things i hate than i love
and finally i HATE school..in case it isn't clear enough
so since i did the hate..i should do the love
i LOVE....
how i can be me and have a GREAT time with certain ppl
that some ppl can trust me
that i really relate to one person
that a lot of ppl think i look older than i am
that i am asked if i am jen's sister..that makes me happy
that my phone is pink
that a lot of people care about me, even though at times it doesn't feel like it
that i have learned to forgive...somewhat
and finally that i REALLY trust someone
Anyway..i'm not looking forward to this week..SOO many tests...bleh
But have a great week all of you..its the last full week which is exciting
hang in there...it gets better than we know
i HATE school
no wonder people drop out...
no wonder people get depressed...
no wonder half of the population is sleep deprived..
it's all cause of school...
GRRR
i'm going to copy tori's thing...and don't get offended by anything i say..
I hate...
when people feel like they need to be better than everyone
when all ppl do is complain to me....honestly, that's not the first thing i want to hear when you talk to me
when ppl OVER-EXAGERATE...EVERYTHING
when i am overwhelmed
when i regret things
when i know that the next time my mom gets upset she could have a stroke and it could be my fault
when i try so hard to fit in and i'm still invisible
when i put off things
that my phone has this mysterious annoying little black mark on the camera that won't come off
my room being messy
that my granny is going to be here for almost 3 weeks and i have to drive up to oklahoma city by myself to get her
that my dad is so controlling
wanting to lose weight
feeling tired all the time
that this world has become so superficial
when i feel used
when ppl do things for attention..everyone gets one day when its all about them...why do you need the rest of the year?
that break is SOO close but i know i have SOO much to do before it comes
that i could have gotten better grades in REGULAR pre cal and avoided feeling the way i am now with pre ap.
the idea that i have no idea what i want to do in the future
thinking about the future
looking at my toe nails cause they need a pedicure
ppl that seriously think about suicide...that is NOT the answer..there's ALWAYS something better
that my mom wrote a will yesterday...that scares me
that i'm constantly thinking of more stuff to put underneath the "i hate" column..
that there are more things i hate than i love
and finally i HATE school..in case it isn't clear enough
so since i did the hate..i should do the love
i LOVE....
how i can be me and have a GREAT time with certain ppl
that some ppl can trust me
that i really relate to one person
that a lot of ppl think i look older than i am
that i am asked if i am jen's sister..that makes me happy
that my phone is pink
that a lot of people care about me, even though at times it doesn't feel like it
that i have learned to forgive...somewhat
and finally that i REALLY trust someone
Anyway..i'm not looking forward to this week..SOO many tests...bleh
But have a great week all of you..its the last full week which is exciting
hang in there...it gets better than we know