i was talking to amanda....
We want to be more than just a piece of ass to someone. (ok i know what u are all thinking, in ur case jen a very large piece..well fuck you..lol)
I want to MEAN something to someone. I don't want to be the girl that means nothing to you except for a good time. I won't be that girl that you call up every now and then for a good make-out session. I refuse to be that girl, the "in-between" girl. The girl that you have to indulge you in between the people you really grow to care about. I refuse to be that girl that you go to ur friends and brag about how you did this to me and got away with this with me. That girl, the meaning she has to you is equivelent to the meaning of a beer bottle. You're all fucking happy that you're gonna get some, it makes you feel good, then you throw it away. I refuse to be that damn beer bottle to you.
I also refuse to be that girl that settles. The kind that looks passed certain flaws in order to feel secure about herself by having arm candy. I won't be that girl that ignores the lack of personality in order to have someone next to me. I will NOT be that girl that likes and throws myself at every guy that gives me attention. I do NOT NEED a guy to make me feel secure about myself. I do NOT need someone who i mean nothing to, who only wants me there for THEIR temporary benefit.
Is it so hard to ask to be the girl that you care for? The kind of girl that thinks you're out of her league and you think the same about her? How about the girl that you would call up just because you needed someone near to you, to cuddle with? I want to be her, the kind that you care for and means something to you....
It floors me that guys can be so selfish. That guys can be so unattatched...
I want to MEAN something to someone. I don't want to be the girl that means nothing to you except for a good time. I won't be that girl that you call up every now and then for a good make-out session. I refuse to be that girl, the "in-between" girl. The girl that you have to indulge you in between the people you really grow to care about. I refuse to be that girl that you go to ur friends and brag about how you did this to me and got away with this with me. That girl, the meaning she has to you is equivelent to the meaning of a beer bottle. You're all fucking happy that you're gonna get some, it makes you feel good, then you throw it away. I refuse to be that damn beer bottle to you.
I also refuse to be that girl that settles. The kind that looks passed certain flaws in order to feel secure about herself by having arm candy. I won't be that girl that ignores the lack of personality in order to have someone next to me. I will NOT be that girl that likes and throws myself at every guy that gives me attention. I do NOT NEED a guy to make me feel secure about myself. I do NOT need someone who i mean nothing to, who only wants me there for THEIR temporary benefit.
Is it so hard to ask to be the girl that you care for? The kind of girl that thinks you're out of her league and you think the same about her? How about the girl that you would call up just because you needed someone near to you, to cuddle with? I want to be her, the kind that you care for and means something to you....
It floors me that guys can be so selfish. That guys can be so unattatched...