he's gone

[dramach1c]

so rafael left today. It sucks soooo bad! I didn't get to see him before i went to community service though. I went to his house to give him the letter i wrote him..but he wasn't there..instead i gave it to his step mom. But he called while i was in community service and i got to talk to him for like 20 min or so. Then he called when his plane got delayed, and we got to talk for 40 minutes. Despite rude comments from a certain person i was with...i don't think that was necessary seeing as it was the last time i was going to get to TALK to him for awhile..but yeah whateva. Anyway..the saying "you really never know what you have until its gone" really is true. Because i miss him sooooo much. but yeah..i'm off to bed..
much love,
jen