flawed
hm..so since my computer decided to delete my previous entry of which wasn't too long i will try and write what i just wrote. hmm..
so its funny how i can feel so like happy and upset all at the same time. Like if u look at my life in one facet its soo amazing and i couldn't be happier..yet the other facet right next to it is cloudy and full of guilt and lack of abilities to do certain things. bleh. Anywho..have u ever wondered what the world would be like without the backspace key? you couldn't be able to erase any errors in typing or at the last minute decide u dont want to say something in fear of the other person's reaction. yeah..i think one of these days we should make it ban the backspace key day. yes that would just dandy..hmm. dandy..rhymes with tandy..hehe oh amanda. anyway um yeah the previous entry was filled with lots and lots more randomness but eh what can ya do. lol i need to go finish getting ready so i will talk to yall lata. and again..i really do love all of you *ooh rhyming* and i'm truly sorry for not showing it like i should.
<3 JEN
lyrics anyone?
Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired, of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in too deep
to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
**the new dashboard song - vindicated
so its funny how i can feel so like happy and upset all at the same time. Like if u look at my life in one facet its soo amazing and i couldn't be happier..yet the other facet right next to it is cloudy and full of guilt and lack of abilities to do certain things. bleh. Anywho..have u ever wondered what the world would be like without the backspace key? you couldn't be able to erase any errors in typing or at the last minute decide u dont want to say something in fear of the other person's reaction. yeah..i think one of these days we should make it ban the backspace key day. yes that would just dandy..hmm. dandy..rhymes with tandy..hehe oh amanda. anyway um yeah the previous entry was filled with lots and lots more randomness but eh what can ya do. lol i need to go finish getting ready so i will talk to yall lata. and again..i really do love all of you *ooh rhyming* and i'm truly sorry for not showing it like i should.
<3 JEN
lyrics anyone?
Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired, of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in too deep
to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
**the new dashboard song - vindicated