wow...
this weekend has had soo many freakin ups and downs..its amazing.
I look at everyone, and i only see sadness, desperation, and even fear. Its like everyone's eyes seems to be welling up from all of the tribulations in this world. I didn't know until now, why the teenage years are the hardest, the most tiresome, and even the most confusing. As i read every word that surfaces on these things, i seem to find the same thing over and over again. Pain. Who knew so much pain could be enstilled in so many people and the same time. Wow, these teenage years are supposed to be the best of our lives. Why is it that every corner we turn the sidewalk seems to jammed full of caution tape and obstacles of the same sort. Grr, a time when everything supposed to be fun and so carefree..what happened?!! i guess i could continue asking questions that have no answers and get nothing but a feeling of perplexity ($10 word right there).. Anyway, i'm sorry to all whom i have given pain to, and i hope that everyone can eventually move passed all of the drama and just simply enjoy their teenage years. They're almost over and they're supposed to be the best part of life.
Well thats my hopefully inspring journal of the month..
I'll leave you with some oh so fitting music..**i think its been in my journal for the last few weeks..hehe but its a good song so its all good**
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your wills without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
(I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control, out of control)
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you wan't from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
I try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
So let me know I'm not alone
But that's exactly what I want
(I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control, out of control)
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
for all of the things you said to me
and I may never know the answer to this song, this mystery
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
This is a mystery
This is a mystery
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
for all of the things you said to me
And I may never know the answer to this mystery
where should I go, what should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control out of control
**Hoobastank, spinning out of control
<3 Ya dearly..
JEN b.
I look at everyone, and i only see sadness, desperation, and even fear. Its like everyone's eyes seems to be welling up from all of the tribulations in this world. I didn't know until now, why the teenage years are the hardest, the most tiresome, and even the most confusing. As i read every word that surfaces on these things, i seem to find the same thing over and over again. Pain. Who knew so much pain could be enstilled in so many people and the same time. Wow, these teenage years are supposed to be the best of our lives. Why is it that every corner we turn the sidewalk seems to jammed full of caution tape and obstacles of the same sort. Grr, a time when everything supposed to be fun and so carefree..what happened?!! i guess i could continue asking questions that have no answers and get nothing but a feeling of perplexity ($10 word right there).. Anyway, i'm sorry to all whom i have given pain to, and i hope that everyone can eventually move passed all of the drama and just simply enjoy their teenage years. They're almost over and they're supposed to be the best part of life.
Well thats my hopefully inspring journal of the month..
I'll leave you with some oh so fitting music..**i think its been in my journal for the last few weeks..hehe but its a good song so its all good**
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your wills without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
(I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control, out of control)
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you wan't from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
I try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
So let me know I'm not alone
But that's exactly what I want
(I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control, out of control)
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
for all of the things you said to me
and I may never know the answer to this song, this mystery
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
This is a mystery
This is a mystery
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
I'm spinnin' out of control, out of control
Where should I go, What should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
'Cause I don't know if I can trust you
for all of the things you said to me
And I may never know the answer to this mystery
where should I go, what should I do
I don't understand what you want from me
I'm getting out of control, out of control
I'm getting out of control out of control
**Hoobastank, spinning out of control
<3 Ya dearly..
JEN b.