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So... I'm gonna tell him how I feel. Its not going to be an easy conversation to have by far, but still I fell as though he deserves to know. Its just that, how to you tell a person you think you might be falling in love with them when realistically there is no way for the two of you to be together? That being said, I have stated before that you should never hide or be ashamed of your emotions. They are there for a reason and life is too short not to tell those close to you how you feel about them. It might freak them out, it might make them totally uncomfortable, but if your feelings are justified, do you really think they would drop you over you simply being honest? Now I say all this and still I am freaked out by the prospect of telling him... I am scared to death that he will reject me for it. I know he won't, but still that fear is there. Anyways, Im done rambling now. OH and I'm really upset that Brandi deleted me from her friends list...