Mar 13, 2007 23:38
With my birthday comming up on friday, I've realized I've never had a really terrific birthday that included friends. I mean, last year was one of the best birthday's that I could remember .. but it doesn't mean so much now that I won't be sharing it with any of the same people. (except Niki! hahah) I guess it's just normally because I never did anything extremely special for my birtday besides go to dinner with my family and best friend, and have a family party with a few close friends on the weekend. This year's going to be different, and I know it already. I'm hoping this year will top every other year that I'll remember for all the positive reasons instead of the negatives. I guess it just makes me think how for someone of my age, so many things have happened. Things go so quickly and you need to appreacheate (sp?) things when you're in that moment, but treasure the memories forever.
But I think I can honostly say, I am fully content with my life right now. Ever since I was little and watched all those reality tv shows like Friends, Boy Meets World, or even something as simple as Hey Arnold; I've always wanted a group of friends to love unconditionally and share amazing moments with. I finially thought I had that from 7th grade to the summer before sophmore year, but it wasn't exactly my calling you could say. I'll admit though, those 3 years changed my life like no other. Although I hardly speak to any of those people anymore, I must say they were a huge chunk of my life that I don't regret as much as I can sometimes make it out to be. My group of friends now though have got to be the most incredibly talented, thoughtful, and just purely amazing few to walk the earth. Through simple things like going to the beach in the middle of an afternoon or spontaniously going to Port Jeff, or even just going to hangout at Applebee's for a few hours; they've shown me that there's so much more out there in life that I had realized in previous years. I guess it's also growing up, but I think I've grown more as a person because of these people and I really can't thank them enough. We may not have known each other that long either, but I really don't think I could ask for better people to be sharing my high school experience with. So to Niki, Liz, Kelli, Nicole, Lanita, Minty, Kelly, Chris, Rich, & Sam: thank you guys for everything you are, you're all truely phenominal people whom I don't think I could live without.
Spring's here and Summer's just around the corner and there's so much to look foward to for the next few months that I can't wait for all of it to begin! I love this feeling. ♥
Ooh and I got a part in Our Town in the school show! we open exactly a month from today, so we're technically in "hell month" according to Kellaher. I'm sure the show will turn out pretty well for a drama. Plus, Chelsea got the lead girl and i'm beyond excited for her! She deserves it :)