Jun 26, 2006 00:49
i have too many thoughts running threw my head right now
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whatev, robb's graduation party was overall pretty good; besides the weather. but it's all good, i missed seeing him all the time so that was a nice change. plus i got to see alot of other people who i missed and haven't seen since school ended. all in all it was fun. nicolie's party was today and oh boyy, it was histerical. i missed my stage crew kids mucho and almost all of them were there. crazy times with those kidds hehe. alot of my fave seniors were there too which made me happy because it's one more time i'll get to see them before they leave =( but i got a bunch of interesting picutres so it was great. liz's and lanita's parties are pretty soon so i'll be seeing them within like a week or two. stage crew trips to albany next year and scavenger hunt at the end of the sumer say whattt!? ah, i'm so exited. it's funny, i've always loved being onstage but ever since ABIND i've loved being with the stage crew kids and helping out with shiz. i'm getting 2 jobs, hopefully the second one this week so i'll have pocket money for the summer, which i love the idea of.
i'm so agrivated, and part of it's at myself. i make really stupid choices and end of making myself miserable. i don't understand it. at the party today, i was having so much fun; but the minute i came home everything just hit me again and i just can't take it. whatever, i have rehersal tomorrow from 3-5 (which they fucked everything up for me by changing it, thank you airport directors) and then i'm spending the night at kait's with vic. hopefully that'll keep me cheered up. later ♥