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to the seniors; thank you for everything this year. it's been an amazing experience knowing you and having so many memories. i wish you all nothing but luck for the future, and you've taught me so much. thank you all, i love you guys. ♥
but anyway, i don't understand things anymore. obviously everything in life is one huge domino effect but at the same time, why does everything seem to fall down at the worst of times? and why can't he just realize what's going on and try to fix it? they both know damn right whats going on, but will they do anything? of course not, because they don't give a damn about it. this little issue is going to have such a large impact on my summer; i can tell already. just peachy. no matter what people tell me about it "oh jill, don't let it bother you. it's not always such a big deal; things'll work out" yeah, why is that so hard to believe? oh it's because i know better then that. i can't take that shit much more, i hate all the drama going on. it's summer, aka it's suposed to be care-free and drama-less. so much for all of that bull shit.
today (overall) was fun though, i cut pretty much all day & saw alot of people i was happy to see for the last time. then vic came over afterschool and i must tell you, it was fucking histerical. i had her laughing so hard she actually pee'd her pants. lmfao, it was priceless. that's the second time this month i've done that to her :x whoops! hahah. but yeah, were beaching it up soon and i'm totally physced. anddd she's probably going to europe this summer and i'm going to beg my parents & her mom to take me with her, lmao. that'll be veryy interesting. but i'm going to sleep - fuck the math a regents tomorrow. later ♥
but anyway, i don't understand things anymore. obviously everything in life is one huge domino effect but at the same time, why does everything seem to fall down at the worst of times? and why can't he just realize what's going on and try to fix it? they both know damn right whats going on, but will they do anything? of course not, because they don't give a damn about it. this little issue is going to have such a large impact on my summer; i can tell already. just peachy. no matter what people tell me about it "oh jill, don't let it bother you. it's not always such a big deal; things'll work out" yeah, why is that so hard to believe? oh it's because i know better then that. i can't take that shit much more, i hate all the drama going on. it's summer, aka it's suposed to be care-free and drama-less. so much for all of that bull shit.
today (overall) was fun though, i cut pretty much all day & saw alot of people i was happy to see for the last time. then vic came over afterschool and i must tell you, it was fucking histerical. i had her laughing so hard she actually pee'd her pants. lmfao, it was priceless. that's the second time this month i've done that to her :x whoops! hahah. but yeah, were beaching it up soon and i'm totally physced. anddd she's probably going to europe this summer and i'm going to beg my parents & her mom to take me with her, lmao. that'll be veryy interesting. but i'm going to sleep - fuck the math a regents tomorrow. later ♥