May 14, 2006 20:53
to start off, my sister got a fucking laptop. why you ask? i don't know. she already has her own computer but my parents decided tonight to give her a labtop. but when i ask for $20 to go to the mall it's always "no, go get a job or something. i don't want to give you money" hm that's kindof funny considdering i'm 14 years old and noone will hire someone who's 14 and has experience in absoutly nothing. good job parents, way to be assholes. whatever.
i'm suposed to be reading A Separate Peace for english right now considdering it was due about 2 weeks ago, oops. i don't feel like it, the book is horrible anyway. i'm half done but i'll probably just sparknote the book and do the essay off of that, i'll go do that now. ooh and i have an english final tomorrow and a history on thursday and friday. this week is going to be fun, for serious. (note; major sarcasim if you didn't pick up on it)
i'm confused about everything lately and i just want it to go away and have everything clear. it's not even the fact that i'm hesitant about it, i just want the haze covering the answer to just dissapear, everything would be much easier. life isn't easy, i understand that. but why does so much of it have to be difficult? i don't know. i'm going to attempt homework. later ♥