so...

[drama_rat]

I'm happy for you...
I'm happy that you got to hear what you wanted to...
and I'm glad you're excited...
thats cool.
I couldn't look you in the eyes
cuz I felt like a fucking idiot
I don't know why I even entertained the idea to begin with
I'm bad.
I'm not a good catch anyway
and It would never work..
It couldn't.
There are way more reasons it shouldn't than reasons it should...
right.

right....