i know, i know

[drama_queen01]

i said i wouldnt post but theres no one to talk to. I
dont wanna tell erin. He always thinks its his fault
and then we end up fighting. Im sad today. I wish i
could make the unlikely prospect of school leave my
head. And i wish people wouldnt constantly try and
talk me out of how i feel. But people want me to be
happy so they dont feel guilty.. I just want to cry.
Just for a few minutes. And not worry about making mom
or rebecca or anyone uncomfortable. But its easier to
pretend sometimes.