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it doesn't leave. its around my head before i go to sleep and the first thing that i think of as i renter conciseness, like a halo of gnats.she makes it go away.thank goodness.some how it makes me feel bad and selfish at times. i wonder does anyone tell the total truth? i don't mean when you are directly asked the question. just honest. no i don't think so.why?i'm not either i guess.
i keep sneezing, i'm going to get sick.ugh i don't have time to get sick.or maybe its life i'm allergic to life and stress.
the show is today.did you know that? call is at 4 curtain is at 8. i'm scared, i've run though my scene twice. we did it last night and i(it) wasn't good.ugh.i so wanted to vent last night and he just said i was being negative he does the same thing.how can he do what i do and be the person i get it from and yet not understand.
i'm playing the part of mimsey now too. cause i was the only girl who looked good in the dress.and looking good in that dress is hard.
well i've got to go gather my costumes and what not. trying not to die.caleb is coming tonight.so is will.plus all their familys.great only thing better then wandering around onstage like a chicken is doing it in front of people you know.
oh god. wish me luck...well not luck but umm luck..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
on top of this if allie doesn't come tonight i can't go. must learn to drive!!!!!!!!!!!
last night was cool though.although i think the people at hops hated us cause he left so much change.:\ yet another reason i want a credit card.change is evil lol.
ok well bye i'm off to snort wheeze and twitch my way through a show :-D :\ :) :} :-o
i keep sneezing, i'm going to get sick.ugh i don't have time to get sick.or maybe its life i'm allergic to life and stress.
the show is today.did you know that? call is at 4 curtain is at 8. i'm scared, i've run though my scene twice. we did it last night and i(it) wasn't good.ugh.i so wanted to vent last night and he just said i was being negative he does the same thing.how can he do what i do and be the person i get it from and yet not understand.
i'm playing the part of mimsey now too. cause i was the only girl who looked good in the dress.and looking good in that dress is hard.
well i've got to go gather my costumes and what not. trying not to die.caleb is coming tonight.so is will.plus all their familys.great only thing better then wandering around onstage like a chicken is doing it in front of people you know.
oh god. wish me luck...well not luck but umm luck..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
on top of this if allie doesn't come tonight i can't go. must learn to drive!!!!!!!!!!!
last night was cool though.although i think the people at hops hated us cause he left so much change.:\ yet another reason i want a credit card.change is evil lol.
ok well bye i'm off to snort wheeze and twitch my way through a show :-D :\ :) :} :-o