I'm going to balance you until I get my way...
I can't believe it's Christmas again. I wish that i felt more festive...I used to love celebrating christmas and not just because of the presents. But I feel very far away from it. Trees Lights cookies christmas music... nothing is working for me. I did hear Mannheim Steamroller on my way home a week ago and that worked for about three minutes.
Maybe it has to do with the fact that I have no money to purchase others presents. Maybe Its because I don't have a high demand for anything... and we all know I haven't felt very moved my The Christianity part of christmas for a while. I'm just stuck in a lukewarm state about pretty much everything. I've been resting so I suppose thats helpful but I wish it were more guilt free.
I've finished reading a couple of books:
Into The Wild (Just as moving if not more than the move)
Eric Clapton's Autobiography (Pretty cool...is it bad I still think he's sexy?)
Right now I'm reading The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy and I'm really jealous of her style:
"Strange insects appeared like ideas in the evenings and burned themselves on Baby Kochamma's
dim forty-watt bulbs. In the daytime their crisp, incinerated corpses littered the floor and windowsills, and until Kochu Maria swept them away in her plastic dustpan, the air smelled of Something Burning."
Seen Quite a few movies:
No Country For Old Men
Into the Wild
Waitress
Superbad
Golden Compass
Sweeny Todd
Seen a couple again that I haven't seen in a while:
Blood Diamond
Edward Scissor Hands
I am to receive my script for "Shape of Things" This weekend. I was cast as Jenny a pretty major role for gurrilla Theatre in Wilmington...so pretty stoked to work for a professional Theatre however poor they are. Also received the pilot episode and episode two of "Basic Studies" I don't appear too much yet but I assume my story line will pick up a little later. If not oh well we can hope.
I guess this is turning into an update entry. On the romance front I'm in an interesting spot. I went on a few dates with a very nice guy but then we both went home for the holidays. There are a couple romantic options here at home and they also are very good friends to me and to eachother so thats confusing as well, because they both go to school in a far away states. So contrary to usual I feel pretty lackidasical about the whole thing. I don't know if its that I'm unwilling to invest any emotion or what?
I went to the Carolina game today it was nice they won by large margin. We GET BISCUTTS!!!*
*if carolina wins with a hundred points Bojangles gives out a two for one deal per ticket Sausage bIscutt...so I probably wont eat it.
Maybe it has to do with the fact that I have no money to purchase others presents. Maybe Its because I don't have a high demand for anything... and we all know I haven't felt very moved my The Christianity part of christmas for a while. I'm just stuck in a lukewarm state about pretty much everything. I've been resting so I suppose thats helpful but I wish it were more guilt free.
I've finished reading a couple of books:
Into The Wild (Just as moving if not more than the move)
Eric Clapton's Autobiography (Pretty cool...is it bad I still think he's sexy?)
Right now I'm reading The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy and I'm really jealous of her style:
"Strange insects appeared like ideas in the evenings and burned themselves on Baby Kochamma's
dim forty-watt bulbs. In the daytime their crisp, incinerated corpses littered the floor and windowsills, and until Kochu Maria swept them away in her plastic dustpan, the air smelled of Something Burning."
Seen Quite a few movies:
No Country For Old Men
Into the Wild
Waitress
Superbad
Golden Compass
Sweeny Todd
Seen a couple again that I haven't seen in a while:
Blood Diamond
Edward Scissor Hands
I am to receive my script for "Shape of Things" This weekend. I was cast as Jenny a pretty major role for gurrilla Theatre in Wilmington...so pretty stoked to work for a professional Theatre however poor they are. Also received the pilot episode and episode two of "Basic Studies" I don't appear too much yet but I assume my story line will pick up a little later. If not oh well we can hope.
I guess this is turning into an update entry. On the romance front I'm in an interesting spot. I went on a few dates with a very nice guy but then we both went home for the holidays. There are a couple romantic options here at home and they also are very good friends to me and to eachother so thats confusing as well, because they both go to school in a far away states. So contrary to usual I feel pretty lackidasical about the whole thing. I don't know if its that I'm unwilling to invest any emotion or what?
I went to the Carolina game today it was nice they won by large margin. We GET BISCUTTS!!!*
*if carolina wins with a hundred points Bojangles gives out a two for one deal per ticket Sausage bIscutt...so I probably wont eat it.