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Haven't written one of these for god knows how long but needed somewhere to vent and this seemed like as good a place as any.
My dad came by the house today, without calling as usual even though we had made an agreement that he would not come over without calling beforehand. Well Shea (my new roommate for those of you who dont know) had been fixing the hole in the wall that was in his room and had cut away some of the sheetrock and had put it out in the garage with the trash. Well my dad comes by and sees the sheetrock while I'm not home and asks Luke where it came from and Luke told him about the smaller hole downstairs that we had patched up but had been dented back in a little bit. Apparently he got a little pissy and left, didnt think much more about it he always does this sort of thing.
Well anyhow I get home early because Exalted game was cancelled for tonight and who should call but my dad and he tells me that I have until June 30th to get out of the house. Yes folks you heard it right I am being kicked out of my own house by my own father! So as a short shoutout to my dad for all of his years of wonderful parenting and all the joy he has brought me in my life:
Fuck you, I hate you, I always have. You forced your god damn religion on me that you yourself didnt even truly believe in for 19 year. You never gave a rats ass about any of my interests, and hated every single one of my friends. You were constantly an asshole, yelling and being a total prick all of the time, and you tried to make up for it by being friendly once in a blue moon or with a toy or some bullshit like that to make up for the fact that you are a lousy father. I am glad that my mom divorced you so now once I am out of the house I will never have to see or speak to you again. I hoped that when I was no longer living with you that perhaps our relationship could improve since I no longer had to tolerate living withing a 10 mile radius from you, but as you have shown you can manage to make my life hell even so. Your understanding and compassion are truly incredible. I hope with all my heart that you find nothing but misery in whatever amount of time you have left in this world to make up for all the shit you've put me through in my life. Once again fuck you, you arrogant, self righteous, uncaring, selfish, ignorant shit.
Well now that I'm done with that there is something good that will come out of all of this. I have to check my schedule at work but at some point in time right before June 30th I hope to have all the shit in my house packed up and ready to move assuming we find some place to move to, and I am going to throw the biggest party I can possibly have. My dad failed to have us sign any sort of agreement when we moved into the house so therefore there are no contracts. My roommate put down a 300 dollar security deposit but we are assuming that is null and void anyway, so basically we have free reign to do whatever we want to trash the fuck out of this place before we move out of it. I am so looking forward to it. Feel free to bring any implement of destruction that you can put your hands on and hell I may even burn the god damn place down. Anyhow until then I'll talk to you later.
My dad came by the house today, without calling as usual even though we had made an agreement that he would not come over without calling beforehand. Well Shea (my new roommate for those of you who dont know) had been fixing the hole in the wall that was in his room and had cut away some of the sheetrock and had put it out in the garage with the trash. Well my dad comes by and sees the sheetrock while I'm not home and asks Luke where it came from and Luke told him about the smaller hole downstairs that we had patched up but had been dented back in a little bit. Apparently he got a little pissy and left, didnt think much more about it he always does this sort of thing.
Well anyhow I get home early because Exalted game was cancelled for tonight and who should call but my dad and he tells me that I have until June 30th to get out of the house. Yes folks you heard it right I am being kicked out of my own house by my own father! So as a short shoutout to my dad for all of his years of wonderful parenting and all the joy he has brought me in my life:
Fuck you, I hate you, I always have. You forced your god damn religion on me that you yourself didnt even truly believe in for 19 year. You never gave a rats ass about any of my interests, and hated every single one of my friends. You were constantly an asshole, yelling and being a total prick all of the time, and you tried to make up for it by being friendly once in a blue moon or with a toy or some bullshit like that to make up for the fact that you are a lousy father. I am glad that my mom divorced you so now once I am out of the house I will never have to see or speak to you again. I hoped that when I was no longer living with you that perhaps our relationship could improve since I no longer had to tolerate living withing a 10 mile radius from you, but as you have shown you can manage to make my life hell even so. Your understanding and compassion are truly incredible. I hope with all my heart that you find nothing but misery in whatever amount of time you have left in this world to make up for all the shit you've put me through in my life. Once again fuck you, you arrogant, self righteous, uncaring, selfish, ignorant shit.
Well now that I'm done with that there is something good that will come out of all of this. I have to check my schedule at work but at some point in time right before June 30th I hope to have all the shit in my house packed up and ready to move assuming we find some place to move to, and I am going to throw the biggest party I can possibly have. My dad failed to have us sign any sort of agreement when we moved into the house so therefore there are no contracts. My roommate put down a 300 dollar security deposit but we are assuming that is null and void anyway, so basically we have free reign to do whatever we want to trash the fuck out of this place before we move out of it. I am so looking forward to it. Feel free to bring any implement of destruction that you can put your hands on and hell I may even burn the god damn place down. Anyhow until then I'll talk to you later.